back at pictures, back at who we were, who we are, and what we will be. 

Two years ago:

love, friends, happy, but it was always rocky. 

truth; i had the best of friends.

truth; i still miss them.

truth, i fell in love.

truth; i’m not the only one that lied. 

false; i have no regrets. 

I guess I owe a lot to Stesha, she introduced me to B. B taught me how to love, and how to hate.

B introduced me to Nicole. <3 Shes my best friend. 

1.5 years ago

truth; i because friends with a bitch; nicole. 

truth; she introduced me to halen. <3 <3

truth; i hit my breaking point.

truth; i found his lies, too. 

false; we slept together.

false; i had condfidence. 

because the truth is, i was just pretending i thought i was beautiful. the more you bitches tried to cut me down, the taller i stood. damn straight my makeup looks pretty on the outside, and fuck no im not pretty on the inside. 

^ 

fucking. truth.

1 year ago

truth; i moved home because i coudn’t handle the real world

truth; i dated halen as a rebound/summer guy

truth; i fell in love

truth; i let go. 

false; i was ready.

false; i drank for fun.

false; i new what was going on. 

now. <3

truth; i am getting married

truth; i am so excited.

truth; i can honestly say i am happy

truth; i guess your first love always has a tiny (microscopic) spot in your heart. 

truth; it hurt a little to see that he has negative thoughts about me- i wish we could both just let it go. i don’t care anymore, why should he? i’m the one who got hurt. 

truth; i have new amazing friends.

truth; guys will always be better friends 

false; we got rid of the nickname hickiemonster 

false; i’m scared. 

There have been 6 significant people other than family in my life in the past 2 years. 

Thank you Carlie, Stesha, B, Nicole, Chloe and Halen. 

You made it worth it. <3